You.

So I'm sitting here in my room. All alone in my blacks, my ponytail undone. It's dark with only the laptop screen glaring bright, straight in my face. I just didn't quite feel like turning on the lights. As I sit here typing (a long post which I eventually delete three hours later), I'm chugging apple and aloe vera juice like beer, while slow songs with lyrics that bear much meaning are playing in the background. I slump in my chair and lean against the wall. And I think to myself...

Please, don't leave me this way.